Title: Recover (3/?)

Pairing(s): AH OT6

Word Count: 4,709

Warning(s): Mental Illness, Language

AO3

Summary: Michael Jones is sent to the Austin mental hospital for his uncontrollable bouts of anger that begin to scare his mother. When he arrives, he’s predictably angry and upset— but when he meets other people stuck here in the same predicament, his stubborn mindset is the only thing keeping him from getting better.

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Everyone had finished eating breakfast at this time, and basically it started the bullshit staring contest everyone was simultaneously having with Gavin. Well, everyone except Ryan today, who was still in his lower mood and laid flat on the table once more. Breakfast was, evidently, his least favorite time of day. Despite that, he’d finished quite a bit of his food. Michael himself had been ravenous over his food—somehow being in this fucking stupid hospital was just draining him of his energy.

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Title: Recover (2/?)

Pairing(s): AH OT6

Word Count: 4,736

Warning(s): Mental Illness, Language

AO3

Summary: Michael Jones is sent to the Austin mental hospital for his uncontrollable bouts of anger that begin to scare his mother. When he arrives, he’s predictably angry and upset— but when he meets other people stuck here in the same predicament, his stubborn mindset is the only thing keeping him from getting better.

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When he did wake up, it was to someone shaking his shoulder. He swiped a hand through the air in their direction, attempting to ward them off, but they just kept shaking him awake. Growling, he sat up and blinked sleep out of his eyes to see a nurse standing there.

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Title: Recover (1/?)

Pairing(s): AH OT6

Word Count: 4,132

Warning(s): Mental Illness, Language

AO3

Summary: Michael Jones is sent to the Austin mental hospital for his uncontrollable bouts of anger that begin to scare his mother. When he arrives, he’s predictably angry and upset— but when he meets other people stuck here in the same predicament, his stubborn mindset is the only thing keeping him from getting better.

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He didn’t need to fucking be here. That was the first thing he knew about his new home—the therapist didn’t know what he was talking about.

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Send me a pairing and a line of dialogue and I’ll write you something?

distractedpainter:

  • "I just really need to have you here right now."
  • "Didn’t you see what I did?!"
  • "Oh fuck, oh FUCK."
  • "Please come get me."
  • "Where are you?!"
  • "I’m coming, just sit tight!"
  • "Look at me - just breathe, okay?"
  • "I can’t breathe!"
  • "You don’t have to stay."
  • "It’s all my fault."
  • "It’s all YOUR fault!"
  • "Don’t fucking touch me."
  • "Please I just… really need space right now."
  • "I’m right here. I’m not going anywhere."
  • "I’m gonna be sick."
  • "Ever wonder if the world would be better off without you… ?"
  • "I’m sick of being USELESS."
  • "You’re not useless."
  • "Shit, are you bleeding?!"
  • "Please, put it DOWN."
  • "Shh, c’mere…"
  • "It’s okay to cry…"
  • "Don’t listen to them. Don’t you EVER listen to them."
  • "I’m not cut out for this."
  • "Just leave me ALONE."
  • "Please listen to me-"
  • "You can trust me."
  • "Don’t trust me."
  • "What happened doesn’t change anything."

(via nanawan)


Title: Millions

Pairing: Danvin

Word Count: 1,096

Warnings: None

He missed him when he was across the pond. Their scheduled Skype calls were never enough—none of it was quite like being there with Gavin.

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Title: How Worth Is Measured

Fandom: Achievement Hunter / Ragehappy

Pairings: Geovin

Word Count: 1,058

Warnings: Self Harm

Prompt:  said: Either a Joelay or Geovin angst-y prompt, with one of them dealing with self harm and relapse

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Gavin is in the bathroom again, and it’s three AM again. He’s regretting not locking the door, but at the same time it’s that he always keeps the door unlocked because, in reality, he wants someone to walk in here and find him.

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Title: Jimson Weed

Fandom: Count Cain/Godchild

Pairings: Riff Raffit x Cain Hargreaves

Word Count: 1,733

Warnings: None

Very late at night in the Hargreaves household was a time Riff found he must adjust to. Cain was an unpredictable and particularly wild young man, and very late at night he was up doing unpredictable things in either his bedroom, or the greenhouse where he kept all his poisonous and intriguing plants. Strange and foreign things to Riff; he was as clueless about such things as anyone could get.

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Title: The Beast (5/5)

Fandom: Axis Powers Hetalia

Pairings: Prussia x Canada

Word Count: 1,573

Warnings: Suicide

Waking up was very slow. Matthew would fade in, seeing blurs around the edge of his vision, squinting at white hot lights, then fade out again. He lost count of how many times, but eventually he felt the invasive haze leave his mind, and suddenly he came to the heartbreaking realization that he wasn’t asleep anymore.

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Title: The Beast (4/5)

Fandom: Axis Powers Hetalia

Pairings: Prussia x Canada

Word Count: 1,341

Warnings: Self Harm, Suicide

After that, Matthew tuned out. He didn’t really feel the need to mock reactions anymore. He didn’t feel the need to go to school anymore. What was the use if the beast would only fail him? What was the use if he was only going to die anyways?

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Title: The Beast (3/5)

Fandom: Axis Powers Hetalia

Pairings: Prussia x Canada

Word Count: 1,259

Warnings: Self Harm, Cutting

The next few weeks were more laid back. Matthew got better.

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Title: The Beast (2/5)

Fandom: Axis Powers Hetalia

Pairings: Prussia x Canada

Word Count: 1,670

Warnings: Self Harm, Panic Attacks

Later, after they’d had some silent meetings, Gil started getting a little wieldier around Matthew. He knew not to touch, he knew not to shout. He knew never to grab his wrists or his shoulders, and to move cautiously around him.

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Title: The Beast (1/5)

Fandom: Axis Powers Hetalia

Pairings: Prussia x Canada

Word Count: 2,225

Warnings: Self Harm, Suicidal Thoughts

Matthew never understood it, but every time he looked at that kid’s face, he wanted to throw up. It was never a good feeling, nothing like the ‘butterflies in your stomach’ kind of thing. It was like something was clawing its way up his throat, fucking with his head and shaking his gaze. It was a beast inside of him, pounding behind his eye sockets. Most of the time, he was fine. But every time he looked at the square jaw, pale skin—he only felt sickness.

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Title: Oil Lamps

Fandom: Axis Powers Hetalia

Pairings: Lithuania x Poland

Word Count: 1,789

Warnings: None

It was about seven o’ clock at night when the first drops of rain started to hit, and Feliks was a little concerned because his mother did say there might be a storm brewing. She always knew because the air would grow moist and she’d look over the fields of gold wheat, the creaking wood of the porch shaking under her small black shoes.

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Hello. I’m gonna just start this blog off by posting some old writing (all from about November until now). I hope y’all will decide to send me prompts/promo me if you enjoy what I write. 

I hope to get at least a few followers on here? I don’t need a miracle but it’s nice to know someone is listening.